from Azurewings


Never found universe cave vision dark sky Universe of clouds of stars Never found you. Supposed to. We said we would. Am I to wait? Sign? Can't remember. Can I be strong enough to weather the solar storm of doubt? Rain Wind Petals Forgetfulness and wishing I could remember the truth. I do remember your... Continue Reading →


One of my counselors says "understanding is the booby prize of life".  I think that is to remind me that understanding with my cerebral cortex does not provide the whole picture. Compassionate fathoming, empathizing, or event sympathizing with the nature of what ever is being sought to understand is Understanding. So, with her umbrage, I... Continue Reading →

I was cleaning my house lately and came across these letters.  I figured I'd publish them somewhere in case they were meant for you.

Existential Soul-journs

Where do you want to go today? Allow us to be your concierge. Inward, upward, outward and always closer to who you really are, our Soul-journs take us to a place of remembering, a place we actually never forgot, but maybe hid in a cove or cave somewhere, secreted away from our daily earthly life.... Continue Reading →

Remembering the Time Before Trauma

Come with us on a journey to a different time, to a different land, to visit with family, friends and those we try hard to understand. We start with yesterday, then last year, a decade ago, to a hundred years, and then an epoch. As we journey, we collect beads of recognition from our ancestors... Continue Reading →

Draw Your Orb

Who are you? What are you? How are you? How do you recognize yourself? These questions use language to answer. In this event, we will hear nature's music, witness shades of light and breathe in the air of inspiritu. This mostly silent Existential Soul-journ, we will draw images of how we see our purest true... Continue Reading →

Into the One Point

Journey with us to the origin story, the one point, the emergent of you. The place in non-time and no place where your emotional, physical, mental and spiritual bodies were all one body of light and vibration. Destination To a place where emotion, body, matter, light, energy, everything and no-thing meet. A place of no... Continue Reading →

Presumptions of Humanity

To help make light of our time, I have heard some taking to the pun "Love in the Time of Covid." I come across references to that book, Love in the Time of Cholera, and needed to research that to make sure I spelled cholera right.  Why did that book come to mind as I... Continue Reading →

Compassion for the Umbra

I'm writing up my next set of Existential Soul-journs. First one was in September 2020. While I was writing my notes, I recalled my thinking about our "shadow self", our "lower self", and had been wondering for some time, am I not supposed to integrate with it? Some say no, let it go, but how... Continue Reading →

Dear Gratitude,

I am sorry we keep missing each other. You call and I miss the ring, or I call you back and well, maybe I don't wait long enough for you pick up. I am sorry. I really want to hear you, and honestly, let you know I'm feeling remiss if I let you down. What's... Continue Reading →

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